Raining...

I like it better when the sun is up.
But when the rain starts pouring, it gets messy...

Pray that the sun will shine again...

Connection

If I had to pick one most important thing about life, it will be connection.

No matter who we associate with, it is important for us to find that "connection",
that certain understanding, that mutual trust.

Yet, connection can be such a queer thing...

Hollowness...

I think its more fear than anything else.
My eyes, are they saying anything right now?
I shall just type the random words that come to mind, since I really don't know what to say.

心酸，hollow, stoning, unknown pain from somewhere, heart beating extremely fast, small actions have large impacts, somewhere but nowhere, maybe seeing tears has a part to play, can't get it out of my head, don't know what is what, how much do I mean to the world?, its not what people do but what they don't do that defines them, it can't be helped, I can only do so much, maybe I put my heart too deep into something..., side effects of my instincts..., scratching of violin strings sound so sad..., how did my eyes actually start burning...?, when the sms came?..., I shouldn't cry, I really shouldn't..., why this me?..., how to stop myself from emoing like this?, it didn't hurt when i found out on my own, but saying it is just..., whats that "thing"?..., I don't know, I really don't know why anymore...

Still emotionally unstable after all these while...
My own composition continues to corrode...