Dedicated to an Emo Friend

Welcome to my blog :)
Dedicated to you and her.
May this be the last time you'll emo over it ^_^

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"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts, instead."

You'd know how the time flies.
Only yesterday, it was the time of our lives.
You and me together nothing gets better.
We could have had it all, rolling in the deep.

But there's a side, to you that I never knew...

I let it fall, my heart.
The scars of your love reminds me of us,
they keep me thinking that we almost had it all.
You had my heart and soul your hands,
but you played it to the beat.
I set fire to the rain...

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back, or hide from the lights.

I heard that you've settled down.
I heard that your dreams came through.
Even now, when we're already over,
I can't help myself from looking for you.
I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regrets and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have know how bitter sweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

I'll remember you said, "Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts, instead."

Adapted from Rolling in the Deep, Set Fire to the Rain, Someone Like You - Adele

Hmm...

Hmm, come to think of it, I actually surprised myself.
To think of all the things I'm willing to accept, to do, and to not do.
Its not that I don't care - in fact I really do - but it just doesn't seem to get to me?
Am I really that "大量"?

Maybe its because I've been through so much,
to the point that I can actually put myself in the shoes of others and 体谅 what they do.
I mean, sometimes when you truly understand the rationale,
the thought process behind seemingly "bad" or "evil" acts, you see the act for its worth.
You choose to forgive, to smile it off, to compromise even.

Maybe not mistakes per se, but different decisions

But has it led me too far?
Am I...too understanding?
I don't know...