分手快乐?

谁还记得是谁先说，永远的爱我？~
曾经，我们都幻想能共度一生。
在一起的那么多梦想、理想、妄想，与你分享。
随着时间的流去，说不完的话题渐渐见底，属于你的笑声渐渐变得勉强。

过了太久没人记得，当初那些温柔~
是你变了，改变了心？
还是我错了，看多了你？
数不清的机会，是有心无力，还是力不从心？
是悲惨的恋情，还是女有情、郎无意？
只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天~

冷战，什么是冷战？
只是不说话而已吗？
冷战，是因为拥抱再也没有温暖、微笑再也没有热情
心都凉透了。。。
好想再回到那些年的时光~

爱，是否能维持到永远？
分手快乐，祝你快乐~

夜灯，不再有往日灿烂~
琴声，只剩下泪水泛黄~
时间，始终不会留人。。。

那么多话想对你说，但距离无法接口；
那么多事想和你分享，却没有一声回音。

也许是我错了，以为你了解我的心；
或许是我笨了，没法主动让你听。
可能从一开始我就不了解你，不了解我对你，只了解你对我。

我知道你的为难，至少我愿意不懂装懂；
你还是清醒的，当局者迷的人是我~

Nights...

Some nights you sleep right after last light,
some nights you sleep just before dawn;
Some nights you sleep with the warmth of a smile,
Tonight I sleep with a broken heart...

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One day, you might be too busy to miss me...
One day, you might have too much stuff on to have time for me...
One day, you might realise that I'm but an insignificant part of your life...

But yet,

No matter how busy, I'll miss you so dear...
No matter how much I have going on, I'll still make time for you...
No matter how my life changes, you are the centre of my heart...

Many things are not within our control,
for the human mind and spirit is only so weak...

How does it feel like?~

To wake up every morning, alone in bed?
To not check your phone, a million times a day?
To turn on the internet, but remembers there's nothing new there?

How does it feel like?

To walk the same pavements, seeing different sights?
To queue for a movie, a single ticket in hand?
To catch the last train home, to leave a space that was meant for you?

How does it feel like?

To not be loved?
To have no one there in the darkest hours?
To fade and be forgotten?
To live through the memories and know they meant nothing at all?
Does it really hurt?
How does it feel like?

To relive and ponder, how close we used to be?
To know the impossible, but pray for a miracle?
To run out of tears, to run out of breathe, for you?

How does it feel like?

To not be loved?
To have no one there in the darkest hours?
To fade and be forgotten?
To live through the memories and know they meant nothing at all?

To not be loved?
To have no one there in the darkest hours?
To fade and be forgotten?
To live through the memories and know they meant nothing at all?
Yes it really hurts...
And now its my turn to tell...

It feels like this...

p.s. I need a voice recorder! ><

Memories~

My Memory ~
모두 기억해요 그 순간~

To the individual as an entity, everything that's external of the body is but a memory.
Things we possess, people we meet, experiences we have; of them we have nothing but memories.
Just think of someone you know- the looks, the voice, the touch, the feel-
our only true keepsake is but a memory of the person...

And just like any other, memories come and go; they fade and resurface, then get forgotten again.
Come to think of it, it is only logical for memories to fade off after awhile,
when they become less important, less of an issue.

It only seems irrational for the mind to hold onto a piece of memory, just one in a million,
and hold on to it so dear, to the point that it becomes a part of your own existence;
to combine it with the same mechanics of life that drives you to breath and eat.
Then, the memory becomes a part of you...

You' re far away ~
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!@#$%^&*()

Its so...superficial?
Guys stalking girls and sharing "She's my type", "She's hot", "She's ok" etc etc
I don't know, just can't get my spirits up...maybe I'm just angsty...
But thats that, I'm all confused and everything...

Does everything need to mean something? Or can it just really be so simple?
I hope, I want it to be that simple, that easy, that convincing; yet I can't really seem to get over it...
Yes, I know its the truth, but is there still space, still time, still a little thought left, for me?...

My heart's beating too fast, too hard, too strong, for me to close my eyes;
My mind's racing too fierce, too clear, too confused, for me to fall asleep...