How does it feel like?~

To wake up every morning, alone in bed?
To not check your phone, a million times a day?
To turn on the internet, but remembers there's nothing new there?

How does it feel like?

To walk the same pavements, seeing different sights?
To queue for a movie, a single ticket in hand?
To catch the last train home, to leave a space that was meant for you?

How does it feel like?

To not be loved?
To have no one there in the darkest hours?
To fade and be forgotten?
To live through the memories and know they meant nothing at all?
Does it really hurt?
How does it feel like?

To relive and ponder, how close we used to be?
To know the impossible, but pray for a miracle?
To run out of tears, to run out of breathe, for you?

How does it feel like?

To not be loved?
To have no one there in the darkest hours?
To fade and be forgotten?
To live through the memories and know they meant nothing at all?

To not be loved?
To have no one there in the darkest hours?
To fade and be forgotten?
To live through the memories and know they meant nothing at all?
Yes it really hurts...
And now its my turn to tell...

It feels like this...

p.s. I need a voice recorder! ><