Suicide Thoughts?

Hmmm, I was thinking, "If I have suicide thoughts, what will they be like?"
Not that it have or ever had, but just curious XP
Youtubed "Suicide Song" and found "Hungarian suicide song".
Many versions tho, but personal favourite is by Diamanda Galas.
Listened to it on repeat while typing this to see if it can inspire anything...
I suppose my suicide thoughts can be as follows:

Not bad, not bad at all...
Hmmm...
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p.s. Actually thinking abt gutiar stuff when typing...a bit hard to get into the mood...